Still human

I'm still so human. Tired & washed-out.
Driven; but with only faith as a guide..

. . whatever you do, do all to the glory of God
—1 Corinthians 10:31

That's been a leading principal in my life.
A principal that I often fail to live up to.
Becoz, surely in a day or two, I would fall short of the glory of God. My actions would be deem .... worthless.

Do you ever reflect on that?

What does it mean to do all for the Glory of God? Its no easy task.

Can I glorify God when I miss people? When I meet clients..Is that possible?

Are Christian heros' the ones that go on stage and be appreciated?
How about those whose steadfast faithfulness; although it wasn't any news-worthy, but his/her vigor and committment is many times stronger.

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Interesting point to note for myself...
Going for a wedding dinner alone is a bad idea for me.
I think somehow, I got to pray for the heart to overcome it.
Becoz, each time in a wedding, my heart and mind aches...it tears apart..
and I find myself going to the toilet so often to compose myself. Haha.
Its so stupid. I'm so stupid.

I got to know where I stand(pun intended!)I don't like to be compared to others. I rather appreciated each and everyone in their manner. And I know, I'm not in the physical condition to take care of anyone; that will be my saving grace. My answer to the countless tears that seems to have no end in sight. I'm a fool.

I gotta continue to busy myself with work. My personal life with others is a mess, work has become my escape. Prayer works. But to what extend? I don't think I'm at a level to pray for it so much anymore. I'm not really convicted that I deserve it anymore.

Never the less, be appreciate of what you're.

I'm still human after all.