I can't go on alone this way.

Lord, I really can't go on this way.
Defeated before I even step into the arena.

Insensitive to your blessings thus far,
wat an ungrateful wretch I've become.

I dare not seek u at times,
becoz, I don't know wat else u've for me.

My body keeps failing,
but I know yr creation is perfect.

Its me tat I struggle Lord,
trap in me, I waste.

I've supress all Joy, becoz..
I'm so afraid u'll not allow it.

If it was my will just to be a guide to others,
pls grow me a hid tat when they all leave,its bearable.

Lord, I'm finally understanding the grief when,
Christ hung there n u had to turn away.

I'm not worthy Lord, for all your goodness,
n the work in me,

I'm afraid to fail U, God of wonders,
i'm afraid I'll fall short like now.

Guide me pls, pls don't let me walk alone,
I thank u for friends coming my way..

Help me appreciate them more,
appreciate the haves n not the lost.

Help me be the old me,
when praising u is second nature.

Jesus, be my joy,
be my comfort.

I can't go ahead.
I can't go on anymore.

Take me Lord back into yar embrace,
cast my loneliness away..

I need u to live.
life without U is hell.