Next on the Agenda.-> a holiday . fall in love .

How do you fall in love in such a restless world;
when everything is being pressed.. everything is screaming for your attention.

How do you've time left to give your heart away;
when your mind, energy is given away to pressing work commitments; obligations, and all that.

Maybe this thing called Amore, is best when we are on a holiday, studying..
when you've the energy and attention possible for that one person who deserves it all.

I don't like to give people bits and pieces of me. Neither do I want to know someone in that manner.
But the reality is slowly coming to me; that I consider my work load is still low..
and already, I'm not even able to commit a proper percent of myself for someone I'm dating.
Thank goodness, I'm only casually dating!

Alas.. and then how do you know when then to let your emotional guard down ..
be totally naked emotionally.. and at the same time feel so secure.

Am I writing something that you think will never happen to you?
Well. If you never experience it before, let me tell you its possible.

If you're like me; who once experience it before.. then lost it..
can you advise me.. must all relationships that work out in the end feel this way..
or can we just accept something less; cause that's pretty normal.

I should start with a holiday.

and find out truly for myself, what I really need and want. I've been so blessed that my buddies around me seem to know what I need better than myself.
Guess, my holiday needs to be a journey to discover myself more.