Fighting from Victory

Well, here are my random thoughts over this CNY,
for a start, it has been a blessed one, to see old friends, relatives in good health & cheerful spirits. But 1 thing I do notice, is the 'warmer' feeling over the festive season. Unlike the last few festive occasions, where I would feel downright miserable, I'm abit more intune, more aware and more at peace during this season. At the very least, I'm not shying away from crowds or finding a place for my thoughts and creating a " my space".. thank you for my cell group's love and encouragement too.

In fact, I would love to give thanks for the chance that the Lord brought to me, by his divine planning to be at the place at his timing to get a book on his reminder of purpose and direction during this lost season of mine. I don't believe that there's the Right book to solve our problems, but through no-one but the divine spirit was I being lead to purchase and read this book ... that speaks and encourages my soul.. the book is," Walking with God on the road you never wanted to travel" by Atteberry .. I do hope with discpline I would finish reading this book.. but I would recommend this book if you're through a period in life where you feel so lost esp in a season when you feel, why am I lost in this journey.

Writing a memoria seems rather appealing but alas its to fulfill vanity on my part. What wisdom do I've to share. What struggles tat would be extra-ordinary to consider.. hmm, but alas, I know my saviour cares. I know that there are a group of people that would bother to say hi, 1 and only friend that would send Greeting cards ... I'm truly blessed from being in their thoughts. The book of my life is being constantly written and recorded in heaven. :)

I do nothing for others, then for what they can do in return nor becoz I'm good enough.. Its much more than that. Its the realization of the love from God and the community of love; the 2nd commandant.. to love one another .. that makes things true.

My apology to friends who have sent greeting smses, cheers and laughters. I'm sorry that I end up resting on your couches instead of making merry conversations.. Give me time, and I believe the Lord's work at hand is redefining me and re-fining his pot of gold in his time.

Cheers.