Words of Gratitude & Reflections

these are the days, that I would like to;

thank the people for their prayers,
my treatment has gone well,
my inflammination has gone down,
and although tat doesn't mean I'm cured,
but that shouldn't neglect the fact,
that I should be doing better physically.

Thank you for your prayers, and my thanks to him who've answered the prayers..

your prayers have meant been answered, and I thank you for the outpouring of support.

and for me...

reflections abound again...

When i thought of death and the significants...
the beauty of a funeral, I was considered too be too morbid,
but seriously, I don't think one can consider how to live a full life if you never considered death in the first place.
Instead of making plans for a wedding, (tat may never happen) to my own funeral(which will happen!).. the doctor said I should be doing better, but he never promised me a completed recovery...but in any sense,
a more comfortable journey for now till the next...

but quite frankly, I'm getting more ready than ever to be called up above.

Death has a great empowering effect on changing perspectives..and God willing, I'll write on this blog more reflections I've been having till..the insipration stops.

addressing heartahce,

I would like to reassure the ppl who have been kind, gentle and supportive throughout the period,(when I nurse a heartache....)
the worst I hoped is over..

simply put, I still go thru bouts of heartache; but in general, it has very less effect on the outlook and conduct of my life.. I pray that I'm leaving the grief and heartache proper..and not staying there anymore.

I don't know how well I'm now emotionally, but generally, I'm doing slightly better; I don't let the hurts or the loneliness hurt me any longer than I allow it to..

why?

becoz simply, we come to this earth alone, we die alone too...if we're blessed, we get to bring back some lovely memories...and be appreciative of it..

thus.. I want to appreciate the people more that have been nice throughout, rather than just allowing the 'hurts' rob me of the precious time away..after-all, my clock is still ticking away..

Looking on the brighter side of life is temporal, regardless, but we agree to live a life of no regrets, a life of being faithful and trusting.. no matter what..the situation.

wisdom is knowing the mistakes and not repeating them...

Signing off
`thank you for those who've been with me..

I'm continuing to fight the battle, if you've to go; I'll understand; and u'll be on my mind..., and if you choose to stay around, may I learn to appreciate you more.