Merely words.

Can i go beyond words,
beyonds words, sentenance, stories, biographys..
for the tired, the pained, the lost...
to bring them a little cheer;smiles;encouragment;
even though I may not have much myself..

Wateva little I've left,
I want still to share it out,
to attempt to live out a life of the pour out wine,
broken bread...

never mind, if no-one will ever recognise,
no matter if I'm being taken advantaged of,
even if misunderstandings arise,
I sense all these as pointless.

Do you know that I find resolving misunderstandings and understanding others more important than just simply completing a task.
Professionalism is vital in any work, but isn't passion just as important to balance the quality of work?

I've digressed haven't I?
But life is exactly that, a balance..
and a choice;
is our greatest gift from above.

I empathize for friends better these days,
those who had been misunderstood, or being squeezed out,fighting a losing battle to be 'accepted'
I wouldn't have understood all these, as well if not for going thru them myself..

I wish I had pearls of wisdom for them,
but from my own experience,
sometimes itsn't the words,
but merely the action, or the reaction;
that u care, no matter what happened/happens..
regardless of situations.

My reflections include....
"That you would love me, be with me regardless how old I'm, how weak I maybe or how tired I'm...sometimes, I just couldn't have the energy to aplease everyone, or to explain myself, sometimes, I wish I didn't need to explain myself..
Would u trust me?"

Questions...left unanswered...but does it really matter..?

I know I'm only a small dot on this island that isn't significant on the world map. I may not even have the influence of my peers, but this day, my friends, the ppl I care about...
I just want u to know that u meant alot to me, even if I appear not to regard u as much or if the feelings aren't mutual..becoz, regardless if its returned, my feelings remain the same.

In a world filled with smokescreens and ........well-intentions..
let me share my heart with u....
I've fought to keep it real, and will go the mile with u if ask to do so.
I may not have the time others have, so wateva left for me,
pls...accept wat i can give if u allow.

cheers.