tired of me
I need a break from myself.
I need a holiday from myself.
I need to be alone, but I'm also suffering from loneliness..
I need to stop thinking for others sometimes, n get back to the problems, I'm having. YEAH RIGHT!
I need to laugh, not cry anymore.
I need jesus, n I need to be...real?
I'm hate to be alone in my store, but where else can I be alone, n cry it out..where else can I pray? I don't wish to be an attention whore!
I need friends, but how do i not hurt them in the first place?
I need to stop focusing on myself, n on Christ.
move on right?
move where?
ironic ...tat my head tat 'knows' the answers...is the same tat causes restless nights!
the same heart that was full of love; is now...not trusted! is ......weak.
yes, I'm living a defeated Christian life.
part of me is allowing myself to dwell on it, the other part is moving off before...I can even..go.
how do u accept yourself anymore?
any ideas?
1 comments:
- At 3:31 pm Anonymous said...
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Well bro, you've got to start loving yourself. That's the best thing you can do.you might say you already love yourself but i dont think you love yourself enough....Well, I know everyone says turn to God, which is the right thing to do btw, but being realistic, its really tough trying to stay afloat and turning your eyes towards heaven when you're drowning in the valley and God knows that as well. So even through the process of drowing in our circumstances do remember that His eyes are on you. Oh and when you're alone...sing man sing...sing out to Him =)(I'm not referring to cheesy pop songs ah hehe)