day3.

a challenging morning. God was faithful even though humanely..I was crap.

Struggled out of bed. God gave me strength n journey mercy(bus came earlier too!). It started my day better knowing tat he was with me, as I brace thru the entire journey.
Rain was harsh on my health.
Suffer vertigo too.
Took half day off..
went for a movie alone.
Movie had great acting.
Dinner was good.
More pills.
Watching CSI on cable soon.
Need a break.
Need God's touch.
Need his grace.
Need him so much.
Need my friends. But how do I ask.
No, tonight I dedicate tat however shitty my day was, I'm glad he's with me.
WHen I attempt to rest later, he'll give me rest, I pray.
May he forgive me for my sins, today and before, and to come.
May He bless those dear to me......contentment isn't easy. I'm not giving up, but I'm defintly being so.....exhausted.