...God's plan...

today, interestingly enuff...someone offered me a part-time job while doing he a favor during my lunch break. and he deals with spec(s)... and I'm a spec person..haha.
--------------my attitude now at times...
these days, I pray that I can expect the lowest or nothing from anyone, thus when anyone does something good, I can give thanks. I can pray abt it.
I won't set-up myself up for disappointment. (stupid way of protecting myself I guess.)
Its not the best ideaology, since I'm basically expecting nothing from anyone, even trust and honesty from anyone seems to be a premium. But I guess, I'm doing all these for now, so that I can be truly thankful for everything good...and that God leads my way. Expecting nothing, can't disappoint me anymore right?
how morbid..its not perfect.its not something I do all the time..but I'm having to make do with it, as I continue to pray for God's strengthening in my soul and re-newing of my mind.

I pray that i can extend grace as it is extended to me, whenever I'm not reflecting Godly values etc..
I pray for healing ... and healing of my loved ones. May God bless and protect us all from the days to come.(haze included!)
for he is our everything.
EVERY SINGLE THING GOOD IS FROM THE LORD.