Being in a queit place doesn't promise peace.
Neither does company mean u won't be lonely.

Time 'supposingly' heals pain/hurts...
I'm not so sure, but I know it can help us think less of those issues.

In the weak state of health, I fill more of God's presence in my life.
I learnt to become more appreciative of the blessings God has presented in my life past and present.
I've no intention to use my lack of good health to win 'brownie' points, or gain attention.
Rather, constantly the pain tat inflicts me, reminds me tat Jesus heals daily.
And each day, I look forward to return of the son of man.

When I reflect about how I'm now, I see the need of Christ even more-so..
Yesh, humane company can be so 'enjoyable' and it shows God's goodness.. but if we never knew God's peace and his presence, that we're only just taking in temporal drugs and denying how much we need God in our lives.

In my weakness, he's strong. I'm strong only when he's in me.
Lord, help me to acknowledge and give thanks to you, at all times.