arise a new day.....

Psalm131(1-2):Lord, my heart is not proud; my eyes are not haughty. I don't concern myself with matters too great or awesome for me. But I have stilled and quieted myself, just as a small child is quiet with its mother. Yes, Like a small child is my soul within me.

I remember often, to go back to child-like faith. Our thinking and actions should reflect our maturity but when it comes to hope and faith; it should be as of a child.

The greatest qualities I've learn in my walk, is abt; Faith, hope and LOve.. not actions..nor declarations. But all these intangible aspects of life. Maybe fear too...but its another story ...another day..

Let me side-track and share today's side notes---one of the hamster died today. It has been having diffculty walking for over 3months. In the last few days, it finally decided to rest. I gave it the best burial I could muster. I was 'sad' but grief didn't over-come me. Neither did it, when several trees in my unit, well-over 25years, were brutually chopped down.. I was sad too..But the joy inside me..didn't leave.

I have an area in my life when I recieve some advise tat i think its important, and after a prayer, and in a short amt of time, I release the message. Whether its good or bad, I didn't really care enuff at times. TAT's bad. Therefore I pray tat I can better control myself. I apologise to those who's words I've given at the wrong timing or in a poor delivery. I apologise.

-finally the conclusion-
I had a great time of prayer when I was leaving camp at 7.45pm.. One of the best in the last 2months. I'm thankful tat the Lord didn't give up on me. Although a part of me still feels so hollow, and my body is screaming for some relieve..not pills.. the spirit in me is really taking control of my days..

and tat is why I arose each day, my spirit is ready for a new day.