Reap what u sow.
Living with wat's left.
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Today, I learnt a lesson of reaping wat u sow.

My brother join the school team on the 1st day of school. He got in, train harder and next week he's representing school. He reaped wat he sowed.

Last mth, my patience reaped wat i sowed.
I didn't honest expect it then, but my impatience hasten the process.
Today, it happen again. I was merely being casual and ask ....but i shouldn't. Becoz of my impatience; I have undid wat i've been trying to do for the past few days. Live a life of Godly given independance and let her know tat i'm ok, but today a few silly words and I'm percieved to be desperate and needy anyway. Well, my impatience reaped wat i sowed. Many times over in my life, tat has happen. I better learn a lesson!!
The one time I remembered I practised patience was shoe shopping with her..haha..it was good training alright..I should apply tat more in my life now.

-and i should talk less morbid or serious stuff...y couldn't i talk like, abt hamsters uh?
haha..i guess its silly me. oh wellS...

I can only pray to be change anew, to be more patient and less annoying etc. haha. Guess i've to stretch myself even more..

I truly hope she'll forgive me, and tat she will not hold this against me. I hold nothing against her, nothing, not in the past, not now.

I hope she'll think and trust me of the person tat I was and trying to get better.

U know wat? Our characters (GOOD/BAD) don't change over a day, circumstance causes ppl to react, thus I hope to react better each time. To bring a smile to the Christ who died for my sins.
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Reap a thought, sow an act.
Reap an act sow a habit.
Reap a habit sow a character
Reap a character sow a destiny.